This track explores the emotions behind the pain of having someone who is unable to care for you because of mental illness. The wound that will not heal.
lyrics
I’m feeling lost within my heart
I can no longer take this ambivalence
To cast you away for my sake
Or to forgive you for yours
If you must be this way,
I’m begging you to choose a consistency
Your nightmare haunts my reality
And I cannot break free
So tell me that you’re lying, the truth is just too real
Tell me that I’m dying, you’re the curse of my soul
Tell me that I’m bleeding, I no longer feel, No
So tell me that you’re lying, the truth is just too real, too real
This pain will not resolve
Your ghosts are just far too real
My peace they never will abide
My happiness, they did steal
I never knew you to be
Who I needed you to be
I’ve cracked inside the wake of your selfishness
So tell me that you’re lying, the truth is just too real
Tell me that I’m dying, you’re the curse of my soul
Tell me that I’m bleeding, I no longer feel, No
So tell me that you’re lying, the truth is just too real, too real
Lost inside my confusion
Suffocated by your plight
My heart aches for who you never were, and could not be
Lost in the chasm of your pain
So tell me that you’re lying, the truth is just too real
Tell me that I’m dying, you’re the curse of my soul
Tell me that I’m bleeding, I no longer feel, No
So tell me that you’re lying, the truth is just too real, too real
credits
from Nightmares from the Abyss,
released January 17, 2019
Lyrics by R. Hellzinger
Music by Z.K., K.J., E.M., M.M., R.H., W.B., R.M.
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